Tokyo Lover คนรักของโตเกียว

"ผมหลงรักรถไฟสาย ‘ยามาโนะเตะ’ขบวนรถไฟฟ้าที่วิ่งวนเป็นวงกลมอยู่ใจกลางเมืองโตเกียว ความรักของผมเกิดขึ้นที่นั่น แต่มันไม่เคยจบลงเลยจนถึงวันนี้ เช่นเดียวกับรถไฟสายยามาโนะเตะที่ยังวิ่งวนอยู่อย่างนั้น ทุกวัน-ทุกวัน ในขณะที่หัวใจของผมก็ยังเรียกชื่อของใครคนหนึ่งซํ้าๆ เรื่อยมาจนถึงทุกวันนี้ และ ณ วินาทีนี้..."

วันนี้เข้าไปทำ research เรื่องโตเกียว ตั้งใจว่าจะไปหาหนังสือมาอ่านเล่นสัก 2-3 เล่ม แต่บังเอิญไปเจอ คำโปรยของบทความอันนึงเข้า
อ่านแล้วรู้สึกเศร้าจับใจ ให้ความรู้สึกเหมือนหนังเรื่องข้างหลังภาพยังไงไม่รู้
''นพพร ความรักของเธอเกิดขึ้น และจบลงที่นั่น แต่ของอีกคนยังอยู่" อะไรประมาณนี้

หรือเพราะมันเกี่ยวกับ.. ความรักครั้งแรก

ความรักครั้งแรกของผู้ชายคนนึงเกิดขึ้นที่นั่น
และฉันกำลังจะไปโตเกียว

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ได้มาละ wording เป๊ะๆ ข้างหลังภาพสมัยที่ยังเป็นหนัง ตอนที่ คาร่ากับเคนเล่น

"ความรักของเธอ เกิดที่นั่น และก็ตายที่นั่น แต่ของอีกคนหนึ่ง ยังรุ่งโรจน์อยู่ในร่างที่กำลังจะแตกดับ"

Relations Between Your Two eyes

I got this forward mail the other day. It said :

Relations Between Your Two eyes

Do you know the relation between your two eyes?

1. They blink together.
2. They move together.
3. They cry together.
4. They see things together.
5. They sleep together.
6. They never see each other..........

However, when they see a woman, one will blink and another will not.Moral of the story: Woman can break any kind of relationship!!! :)

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Well I guess the writer jumps to the conclusion a little too fast.

I may like to add the following as well

**However, when they see a cute guy, one will blink and another will not.Moral of the story: Any kind of relationship can be broken when guys come between!!! :)

Miracle doesn't exist, not anymore

I expect no miracle to happen. I don't think it exists, not after my best friend is missing.

A made-someone-day phonecall

Just yesterday I made a call. Probably the best phonecall that I ever made, not for me but for my dad. A simple phomecall that means so much to someone, the phonecall to my dad saying I was gonna be home.

I was fighting it with the FMP with 20 CSers that I wanted to go so bad coz it does sound like so much fun and I always had to go there with guy friends alone. This time is my chance to spend it with a big group and somehow share common interest. I could have stayed in Bangkok hangin' out with P'som, Eric and Jeremy , exploring a little bit of Bangkok on Friday which would be fun with them, u know. I could have had dinner with P'Tum and his friends on Saturday and accepted invitation from Eddi to join her and her sis on Sunday. I skipped all that JUST FOR MY DAD. And I am glad I did that. I was glad I put my dad over anything else and everything else.
U know why? Coz I know that at the end you would always go back to people
who truly care about you which no surpise is your family.

Dad came to pick me up on the way to our house and waved at me when he was still in his car across the street. At the very moment I realized how happy I really made him feel. He has no hesitation to come to pick me up. And I know I made the right decision.

Something from me

To whom he can't be named,

At the age of 26, I unintentionally put up this wall the way you did when you were my age and not all people end up seeing who I really am except for you.

People who know me say I'm friendly still but lately I noticed I become quiet with some crowds incredibly and I want me back. I used to talk alot. I goofed around. I smiled and I laughed. It's like something is stopping me and holding me back. I stayed calm instead and did not talk much at all and I would say I wasn't myself. I just can't get loose and be me!!

One of my friends said I'm just being tired and making myself introvert. Well, that's her comment. I guess I have to go figure.


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One thing I figured is I was trying too hard to live up to people's expectations and I felt this tense in the air. So it's like I have this pressure all around me and I guess I couldn't handle with that very well.

Nathan vs Haley

This hurts me!! ..

HALEY: Hey, talk to me, please.
NATHAN: I don’t know what to say to you, Haley. Part of me just wants to find the right words to hurt you. .The same way you hurt me.
HALEY: I am hurting, Nathan.

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HALEY: Nathan- You know,… you know when you took those drugs before the game… where you collapsed?
HALEY: You made a mistake. But… I know you promised yourself that if you had a second chance, you would do things differently. I know that I hurt you. But I promised myself that if I could get you to listen, um… I would tell you that… there was never a day on that tour… when I didn’t think you were the best part of my life.

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NATHAN: Yeah, after I drove a thousand miles to see you and you didn’t even call me after I left(!)
HALEY: Nathan, you just walked away!
HALEY: I did call.
NATHAN: You called our answering machine, Haley(!)
HALEY: Because I knew that you were gonna hang up on me anyway so I had to leave a message!
NATHAN: Well, I didn’t even play it. I deleted you.

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HALEY: Nathan, there wasn’t a moment when I was away… that my heart wasn’t with you in Tree Hill.
NATHAN: That’s great(!) (Pause) But I’m still leaving tomorrow, and unlike you, I’m taking my heart with me.

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HALEY: …I’m sorry. I’m sorry(!)
NATHAN: Haley, I can’t do this(!)
NATHAN: I’m sorry, you need to go. Alright? Please.
HALEY: I understand… if you don’t love me anymore.
NATHAN: Always and forever.
NATHAN: That’s what sucks, Haley. I still do love you. I always will.
NATHAN: …I just can’t trust you.

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HALEY: Did I wanna go – yeah. I loved it. I loved every night of it… but I want you to know something, Nathan: There was never a night… where I loved it more than I loved you.

I guess I was trying to say something.

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